We are among the many adventurers who choose to share their lives and dreams with a small animal... Little four pawed wonders who journey these trails with us...
She was so special, and so strong...
Years ago there was that lump; three years back that serious abscess; and then last year a diagnosis that wasn't going to go away...
We had such a good winter taking care of her. Even though she was ill, her old self was still present and we were able to share a few more seasons of so precious moments...
She taught us about connection with creatures of this earth... about trusting bonds that develop ever so slowly between humans and animals... about the spirit within our small companions that is truly there... we only have to open ourselves to it...
They wander these elements with us... They look up with love as she did with her blue upon blue eyes... They share so willingly in the fun and challenge of life's many adventures...
That time will come, as it did for her, as it will for all of us, where we will set out upon a different path and then adventure no more... Thus the importance of musing and remembering and cherishing each moment...
The last month has been so hard, has been so deep a valley... so dark a forest...
Yet we remember and remind ourselves, that this trial was only a small fraction of the last decade and a half of beautiful days and nights together...
It is hard to see the computer keyboard through the mist of tears in my eyes as I write these words, but I know there is another side to this valley of anguish... It is out there... the trail will be one of a very deep sadness...
We have done everything that can be done, both day and night, but it was her time...
We will never, ever, forget the gifts that she has given us...
The ashes that remain will travel and adventure with us to coastlines she could never go to... to a mountain summit she would never see...
She may be gone in that most physical sense, but the countless memories and the essence of her so special spirit will always be with us...
We are so very grateful to have shared much of this life with her...
Our furry girl...
Our little one.....
Our tiny one.......
DSD